okay....so its vasant panchmi today and its my grandmother's birthday. i miss her so much it hurts. she was such a huge part of us that with her death, something definitely is missing. it feels as if i had to chop off one of my limbs out of necessity....the feeling of emptiness and helplessness..really. today early morning, we would have been calling her up and wishing her...instead of wishing FOR her to be amongst us.
i really want to start writing my book on her life soon...probably today is the holy day i should begin with it. i dont know how many people will be interested in reading about her. but all i know is that her life story is extraordinary and so much rich and vibrant...and she claimed that she has had visions of Lord Krishna. though i wouldnt doubt her because her whole life was very pious and its very much possible. she was a walking amazement to all of us, our support, sharing and doubling our joys and soothing our sorrows. we thought she would be with us forever but the cycle of life and death does not spare anyone.
well me and charmi had gone to bhavnagar for kaushal's sister's wedding. she looked so beautiful....brides always look beautiful you say? but she was extraordinarily pretty. the wedding was conducted beautifully and we had fun 3 days at his place.
felt like family...
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